well....
i might hav mentioned bout me CRUSHIN on a guy earlier on...
well....it turned out 2 be a COMPLETE DISASTER...
hu knew tis kinda stuff wud hav been soooo COMPLICATED???
rite nw...ma heart is in tat condition...
it might get better...or it might get worse....
cause im in GREAT CONFUSION...

well...da day started off pretty gud...
until...i saw him walkin wif a gal 4 breakfast during break...
n i was like...OMG!!HE HASA GF??I DIN C TAT CUMIN....
ten...sumting funny happened...coz da gal din sit wif him...
instead she went of wif her frens i tink...
ma heart went...OH!!TER IS STILL HOPE...
n ten ter was LUNCH!!!
i wil nvr 4get tat moment...
da 1st time....he actually talked...
though it was oni 1 word....
i cannot get it outta ma mind!!!
i was walkin wif a fren...he came from da back....
he said HYE!!!i was like speechless...
n ma fren was confused...
she asked me if i knew him....n y was he sayin hye??
i was like i duno...bt i shouted BYE wen he was a little bit faraway....
he turned back...n he SMILED....
dat moment was like a DREAM!!!
bt ten..tat was ruined...wen i saw dat same gal n him sittin n talkin....
his frens were like cheerin 4 him...
WTH WAS DAT??
i dun noe...
bt his voice keep buggin ma head....
haih!!!

i tink im donee....
i mean GOD KNOWS Y I ACTUALLY STARTED LIKIN HIM!!!
he was nuthin i imagined as a bf....
bt sadly 2 tink...
he was actually da FIRST INDIAN GUY TAT I FELL 4....
sooo...its kinda heartbreakin...
bt i DUN GIV A DAMN!!!
let it happen wen it is meant 2 happen...


LIFE STILL HAS 2 MOVE ON RITEEE???
i mean im sureee i wil cum across a better guy in da future
n til tat day cums...I WIL WAIT!!!! :D
juz like tis gurl... ;)

btw....

CHINESE NEW YEAR tis year was awesome....

GAMBLING IS FUN!!!

hopeee i stil remember hw 2 play next year... :)

til then....

~BYEE~