have you ever considered that you lead yourself on the most?
you become so attached to the idea of being with a person..
you imagine being with them and plan dates and little events with them in your head..
you build a whole new fantasy world with them in it and everything just seems so perfect that you dont want to leave..
it somehow leaves you wishing it was real!
but
when you face every single day without that person, it's only you who feels the devotion.
that empty feeling you get when you face reality.. the truth!
in the end, it's you breaking your own little fragile heart.